So tired

Sorry I didn't update yesterday. I slept so much. I was so tired. Sam was too. I slept alot today as well. I could probably go back to sleep now and be just fine, except I am due to be monitored soon so I figure I will stay up through that, maybe take a shower and go back night night. I hate feeling so tired.

The Doc said today that I should be able to go home mid-week if things continue as they are now. My sugars aren't running so high, but they are running a little on the low side. So MAYBE things are evening out. Maybe. They are still tweaking my insulin and diet some. Not too much any more. Just little changes here and there.

So last night I watched the Grammy's. Morris Day and the Mutha F*ckin' Time sang "Jungle Love." and it was AWESOME. The whole Beatles thing was neat. Plus Ringo was there and you know he's always been the coolest Beatle. Even though George Harrison did put out that fun song in the 80's "Got my Mind set on you." Yay.

Also, an amazing woman, and my favorite artist got the lifetime achievement award last night. The extraordinary Doris Day. I have loved that woman's voice my whole life. I think its amazing that she was finally properly recognized. And thankfully before she passed away. Thats a plus. She's like 83 now. She was born in the same year as my Nana.

Today is Spiker's birthday. He is 2. I miss him. Where he is, well that was a horrible mistake I made. I hope he had a good birthday anyway, if any one bothered to remember. Today would have also been my baby brother Loren's 19th birthday. I imagine he would have been a cool kid you know?

The Baby is doing great. Getting bigger. Moving around a lot. They weighed me today. I have gained like 3 pounds in a week. So he's definately growing. Plus I can feel him getting heavier. And my tummy seems noticeably bigger as of late. Even Sammy has noticed it. This pleases me, as well as makes me physically uncomfortable. Its hard for me to bear his weight sometimes, especially when I am very tired. But I am pleased he is developing so well. He gets the hiccups like 3-5 times a day at least. Its cute. Which I guess means his lungs are developing. So yay for that. He's been living quite low lately. Lots of pressure. But my cervix is still closed and all that. But I told Sam I think he's readying for his descent. 30 weeks 1 day today. One more day closer.

My birthday is in 2 days. I hope I'm not still here, but I might be. Poo Poo on that.
Well I am about done with today's update. Maybe more later if I can't sleep and my brain starts to work more. Haha. Not likely today.